"Until you can love what the truth would teach you about yourself... then your love is incomplete."
Though it is hard to explain why I feel this quote is very resonant with the Ambriel bottle. As Pink / Deep Magenta Ambriel appears to offer love as a rescue. Who would say no? It seems like our deepest wish come true.
Yet it is also said that love is already our essence and any lack of love is a barrier that we have placed in its way. And of course we all do create barriers – and the more sensitive you are the more those barriers are needed. The thousand wounds and rejections experienced in early childhood, nearly always unintended and now mostly forgotten have left their scars.
Depending on our character we deal with our experience as best we can. In my case compensation was the best way. Create conditional love as a substitute for unconditional love. Try to be the best to regain the love that was lost, even if my shining to attract love put others around me into the shadows.
Now the offer of love rescue appears and while it seems like rain to the desert I now realize in order to return to unconditional love, the very conditions I created as my best points, my most worthy and lovable qualities, have become tender and a source of pain. These love-seeking habits are built on the scars of rejection. And to re experience unconditional love the feelings that have been crystallized in these scars have to be felt again. The very pain I sought to bury is revivified as love returns to soften and dissolve the scars in the shadows.
So Truth comes to show where I am incomplete, where I am less than unconditional. The return to completion in love is a journey of felt healing.